*conflicted* About half of me is right there with you, and the other half of me doesn't want to give up on it just yet and wants to like it and feels like . . . if I just find enough key pieces of the puzzle it will at least settle into something that doesn't drive me this nuts. But I'll admit a part of my general not being here is just feeling like I don't want to deal with this mess . . .
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*conflicted* About half of me is right there with you, and the other half of me doesn't want to give up on it just yet and wants to like it and feels like . . . if I just find enough key pieces of the puzzle it will at least settle into something that doesn't drive me this nuts. But I'll admit a part of my general not being here is just feeling like I don't want to deal with this mess . . .